Tonight I’m getting hit pretty hard by Brand New’s “Soco Amaretto Lime”. The fact that it’s the end of my senior year, and I won’t be returning, it’s different. I’ll be honest, I won’t miss school, but I will miss nights like this. Tonight was prom, and I surprisingly had a lot of fun. It’s different that this won’t be happening. It’s different that I won’t be returning. Tonight really turned into this massive mess of depression once I got home. This is so weird. I’m ready to get out of high school. But I had fun tonight. It’s weird. I hope I’m not the only person who feels this way at the end of their senior year..
So this dude pretty much nailed high school for me. I desperately wanted to graduate and get out. I’m 29 and I recently bought a house very close to my old school. I occasionally find myself wishing I could go back to those days where things were simple and I lived at home and did nothing but hang out with friends and listen to hardcore. Growing up is awesome, but sometimes you wish you could stay 18 forever.